Thursday, September 27, 2007

More tomato? YES, PLEASE!

I told you I'd be back! Here I am! I did most of what I had to do, except you know the pre-lab but who needs that it's like pre-ejaculatory fluid i mean come on people who's with me

So yeah, I think I'm getting a job at Whitney. Which means, above everything, wearing a hat. I like hats, but I have a small head and it causes problems. I almost hit control+s. I've been doing that all day JUST IN CASE the computer decides to explode everything I haven't saved yet. I apologize. I went to bed very late last night.

I haven't played video games in a few days, which is only worthy of mention because I've done it nearly everyday since I got my hands on either the N64 or Gamecube. I don't know. It's nice to take a break. I refuse to delve too deeply into personal things, but life is getting pretty boring for me. I don't know what this means yet. I can't admit that I need to get up off my bum and do something fun (=anything), and I won't admit that this break in routine will involve something extremely life changing. I won't go into it. There's no reason to go into it.

Just, I'm struggling a little bit with myself and everything else right now and it's becoming more of a nuisance than a push in the right direction. I don't mean to complain. I'm sorry. It's just hard. Things started to really settle this past summer and things started to make sense -- really make sense -- for once (ughhhhhhhhhh). I know, I know. It's just this uncertainty I'm feeling is throwing me off and I guess making me a little worried. I really thought I had all my ducks in a row. I don't know. We'll see.

In other news, I was really hot today. I know it was hot, but I was about five degrees hotter than I needed to be.

I'm sleepers. I think I earned this.

2 comments:

Jake Lucas said...

If I waited for certainty in my life for anything I'd be a corpse before deciding to take as shit. Cold truth of life.

Since I have 0 clue of what your talking about with all this certainty stuff, I'll just take a stab inthe dark and suggest joining a club if you need a change in routine. There are a fuck-ton out there, so the laws of statistics state at least one must be decent. Hell, even show up to agents. We have our meetings thursday (tonight, awesomeness) 9-11 in the StU.

And be glad you're getting a job in Whitney. No matter what you do, stear clear of South. I worked there a whole three days before I had to peace out. Worst job I ever had.

PS. Hey, what's up?

Jake Lucas said...

Glad you came tonight, hope you had a good time.