I had a hard time concentrating during work. Right underneath my ribs felt like it was being punched by someone not very strong, but still just strong enough. Kept replaying events from the day before. Denied it for a while. Forgot about it for a while. Did a good job of holding back most of what I was feeling for most of the afternoon. Bought the balloons and some ribbons. Wrote nice things on them for Wilson (and my Grampa). (Shannon - blue and purple, Travis - green and yellow, me - pink and orange). Tied ribbons to them ("MVP", "Best Friend Award", "Spirit Award"). Let them go. Got pictures.
Still occasionally hit very hard with this. It's getting harder, and I think it's going to be that way for a while.
Miss him alot.
